Continued from He's Choosing Durgs Over Me Part 1...Response:
Thank you. But we always argue about it when we talk about it. I don't want to leave him I really don't. I have given him everything if you know what I mean!? i can't leave him. I don't have the strength to.
Answer:
It sounds like you are idolizing him. God should be your everything! You are clean and sober and he needs to respect that. You conquered your drug addiction and now you need to move on. As long as you have him, you will be constantly tempted to use again.
I remember leaving my husband because i didn't want my girls around drugs or the behavior. It pained me to hear them cry for their daddy. They were too young to understand. Don't let this happen to you.
You can do everything through Jesus Christ who strengthens you! You just have to believe and have faith. Pray to Him for the help you need and He'll be there. He is with you always.
Love,
Daughter of Destiny
Response:
Are you saying he isn't the right guy for me?
Answer:
What Im saying is this:
God has a plan for you. He's been mapping out your life since you were in your mother's womb. He knows the desires of your heart. If you seek Him first, He will bless you with the rest. God intended love to be patient, kind, understanding, and trusting. He created a man that serves and longs to please Him. This man will honor you and lift you up when your down. He will respect your opinion, feelings and beliefs. I'm telling you to pray about it. Really seek God out. Seek Him and He will revel Himself to you. You are not alone in this. Jesus is always knocking on the doors of our heart. Just let him in.
Love,
Daughter of Destiny
